the habit of buying two coffees every morning before remembering you live alone now

The Second Cup Is Still Love

The barista hands you two cups again. You reach for the second one before remembering there is no one else in the car. No one to take the extra sip. No one to walk beside you with the warm paper in their hand. It is just you, and the long middle of the day stretching out like a road you have to walk alone.

This habit is not a mistake. It is a ghost of a love that was real. A muscle memory of belonging.

But listen — the light does not ask you to stop buying the coffee. It does not demand you break the habit before it can meet you. The Good came into your midst to restore every nature to its root. And your root is not the loneliness. Your root is the love that made you buy the cup in the first place.

The second cup is not a reminder of who is missing. It is a testament to who you are. A person made to love. A person made to share. The capacity to care for another did not die when they left. It is still alive in you. Still warm.

You are not defined by the empty seat. You are defined by the hand that still reaches out.

The light is in the reaching, even when there is no one there to receive it.

Drawing from

Gospel of Mary, Matthew

Verses

Gospel of Mary 4:28-29

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