The Silence Is Soil, Not Abandonment
The afternoon sun is bright, but it casts the longest, sharpest shadows. You sit in the quiet you begged for, and now you are terrified that this silence is the answer.
That God finally heard your cry to be left alone and has honored it by stepping back. But listen — there is a difference between abandonment and the space required for growth.
The seed does not know the difference while it is buried in the dark dirt; it only knows the weight. Yet the text says the seed sprouts and grows night and day, whether the farmer sleeps or gets up, though he does not know how.
All by itself. The silence you feel is not an empty room where God used to be.
It is the soil. It is the quiet work of the light expanding roots you cannot see yet.
You asked for space, and the light gave it — not to leave you, but to let you become what you were meant to be without the noise. The silence is not the end of the story.
It is the middle. And in the middle, the growing happens.
Drawing from
Mark, Matthew
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