The Light That Survived Your Becoming
The afternoon sun is unforgiving. It finds the dust you tried to sweep under the rug years ago.
You open an old thread, read your own words, and your body flinches. A physical recoil from a version of yourself that felt too much, said too much, needed too much.
You want to delete it. To scrub the record clean.
But the light does not flinch at your history. It sits with you in the glare of this ordinary Tuesday.
There is a truth that lives in us and will be with us forever — not just the polished parts, but the raw, messy, cringe-worthy parts too. The light is not embarrassed by your becoming.
It is the space where your past vulnerability and your present shame resolve into a single root. You are not who you were then.
You are not even who you think you are now. You are the light that survived both.
Drawing from
2 John, Gospel of Mary
Verses
2 John 1:2, Gospel of Mary 4:22-24
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