the terrifying suspicion that you are too damaged by the search to ever recognize the peace even if you finally sit still

The Command Is The Cure

The afternoon sun is high, and the work feels endless, a gray wall you keep building brick by brick. You carry a terrifying suspicion that you are too damaged by the search to ever recognize the peace, even if you finally sit still.

That the noise has scarred your hearing so deeply that silence would feel like emptiness, not rest. But there was a man who had been ill for thirty-eight years, lying beside a pool, convinced he had no one to help him into the water.

He did not believe he could be healed. He only knew his own inability.

And the light did not ask him to fix his belief first. It did not ask him to prove he was worthy of the cure.

It simply said: get up. The command was the cure.

The peace you fear you cannot recognize is not a feeling you must generate. It is a voice that speaks to the part of you that is still whole.

You do not need to be undamaged to hear it. You only need to stop moving long enough to let it find you.

Drawing from

John, Luke

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