Found in the Dust Outside the Walls
The afternoon sun is bright, but it casts long shadows where the silence of an empty pew feels heaviest. You chose to speak the truth, to stop performing the version of faith that fit inside the walls, and now the room you called home has no seat for you.
It feels like exile. It feels like you traded belonging for honesty.
— But the light does not live in the building you left. It lives in the breath you used to speak your truth.
There was a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years, untouchable, pushed to the edges of her community until she was alone. She did not wait for an invitation back inside.
She reached out from the crowd and touched the hem of the light. And the light stopped.
It turned. It called her daughter.
The light did not scold her for being outside the walls. It met her in the dust.
You are not lost because you are no longer where you used to be. You are found because you finally stopped hiding.
The community you sought was never the building. It was the truth walking among you all along.
Drawing from
Mark, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Mark 5:34
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