the terrifying silence after you stop performing and wait for them to realize you are empty

Let Yourself Be Found in the Quiet

The afternoon sun is bright, but it casts no shadows inside the mask you wear. You have stopped performing for a moment, and the silence that follows is terrifying.

It feels like waiting for the world to notice you are empty. Like a house where everyone has left, and the dust is finally settling on the floor.

But the light does not need your noise to exist. It does not need your activity to stay.

There is a story of a woman who lost a single coin in the dark. She did not wait for the coin to find its way back.

She lit a lamp. She swept the house.

She searched carefully until she found it. The coin did not have to shine to be valuable.

It only had to be found. The light is already searching the quiet corners of your exhaustion.

It is not afraid of your silence. It is not disappointed by your emptiness.

It is the lamp that makes the lost thing visible. You do not have to fill the silence with performance.

You only have to let yourself be found.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:8, John 1:9

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