Held in a Mystery Wider Than Pain
The afternoon sun is bright, but for you, it feels like a spotlight on an empty chair. You wonder if this silence in your home is a verdict, a punishment for something you did or didn't do.
But the light does not punish by withholding. It holds.
There was a man born blind, and the question rose up immediately: who sinned? Was it him?
His parents? The light said no.
It said this happened so the works of God might be displayed in him. Your story is not a closed door because you failed a test.
It is a canvas where the light is working in ways you cannot yet see. The kingdom is spread out upon the earth, hidden in plain sight, and you do not see it because you are looking for a specific shape of joy.
But the light is already here, in this quiet middle of your day, refusing to let you be defined by what is missing. You are not being punished; you are being held in a mystery that is far wider than your pain.
Drawing from
John, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 17:21
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