the terrifying certainty that if anyone saw the real you, they would immediately leave

The Mask Was Never Required

The afternoon sun is bright, and it makes the mask feel heavy. You walk through the middle of the day convinced that if anyone saw the real you—the cracked, tired, unpolished truth beneath the performance—they would turn and walk away immediately.

So you hold your breath. You smile when you need to.

You carry the terror that you are one honest moment away from being abandoned. But there is a voice that speaks into this specific fear, into this exhausting pretense.

It says: I know my sheep, and my sheep know me. Not the version you show at work.

Not the one you curated for the meeting. The real one.

The one hiding behind the eyes. The light sees you completely, every shadow and every secret, and it does not look away.

It stays. The terrifying certainty that you must be perfect to be loved is a lie the darkness tells to keep you isolated.

The truth is simpler, and it lands like a stone in still water: you are known, and you are still here. The mask was never required for you to belong.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

Verses

John 10:14, Matthew 10:26

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