You Are Already Full of Light
The afternoon sun is bright, and it makes the mask feel heavy. You walk through the noise of the day, terrified that if anyone looked closely, they would see the hollow space beneath your performance.
You fear that the real you is just dust, and that love will leave the moment the act stops. But listen — there is a light inside you that was there before you learned to pretend.
It does not depend on your substance to shine; it is the substance. The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world, and it found you already full.
You do not have to manufacture worth to be held. The light sees the mask, sees the fear, and loves what is behind it without condition.
You are not a container waiting to be filled; you are a lamp that is already lit.
Drawing from
JOHN, GOSPEL OF THOMAS
Verses
John 1:9, Thomas 24
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