sitting on the edge of the bed listening to their breathing change in sleep, terrified that your voice is the thing that made them flinch

The Light Shines Through Your Cracks

The afternoon sun hits the wall at a sharp angle, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the silence of a room where someone is finally asleep. You sit on the edge of the bed, holding your own breath, terrified that the sound of your voice is the thing that made them flinch yesterday.

The middle of the day is often where we feel the weight of our own clumsiness most acutely — the realization that we are not as gentle as we intended to be. But listen to the rhythm of their breathing now.

It is steady. It is deep.

It is not braced for impact. The light does not demand perfection from the vessel it inhabits; it simply shines through the cracks of our mistakes.

There is a mercy that operates in the quiet hours, a grace that is busy repairing what your fear says you broke. You are not the storm that shook them; you are the ground they are resting on.

The flinch was a reaction to the past; the sleep is a trust in the present. The light inside you is not a weapon; it is a warmth that holds even when you feel unworthy of holding anything.

Breathe. The silence is not an accusation; it is an invitation to rest in the fact that you are still here, and so are they.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

Verses

Luke 6:37-38

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