The Light Sees Your Exhaustion Not Your Mask
The afternoon sun exposes the dust motes dancing in the air, and it exposes the one thing you are most afraid to look at: the suspicion that your own heart is lying to you. You wonder if your remorse is just another trick, a sophisticated costume worn by a monster to fool itself into feeling human.
But the light does not scan your motives for hidden clauses. It sees the exhaustion of carrying the mask.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech to finish.
He did not analyze the tone of the apology to see if it was genuine enough. He ran.
Before the words could even land, he was already embracing the one who thought he was unworthy. Your fear that you are faking it is not proof that you are a fraud.
It is proof that the light has already touched you, because a true monster does not tremble at the possibility of its own darkness. The light is not fooled by your performance, yet it loves you anyway.
You are not your deception. You are the one being found.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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