the phantom vibration of reaching for your phone to explain yourself, then stopping because you know no text can rebuild the bridge you just burned

Resting in the Ash Without Fixing

The afternoon stretches out, long and quiet, and your hand moves to the phone before you even realize it. A phantom vibration.

An instinct to explain, to fix, to send the perfect text that rebuilds the bridge you just burned. But you stop.

You know the words will only sound like noise against the silence you created. In this long middle of the day, the light does not ask you to perform an apology you cannot craft.

It asks you to sit with the ash. There is a rest available that is not the absence of trouble, but the presence of something gentler than your own striving.

You do not have to carry the weight of the broken bridge on your back while the sun is still high. The light is not waiting for your explanation.

It is waiting for you to put the phone down and breathe. The bridge was never built by your words anyway.

Drawing from

Matthew 11:28-30, Gospel of Thomas 77

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