Light Within the Quiet Fog
The afternoon stretches out, a long gray corridor where you realize you have forgotten what you actually want. You are moving, yes. You are doing the things that need doing. But the desire that used to fuel it all has gone quiet, leaving you with a hollow kind of efficiency. You feel like a stranger to your own hunger.
In the middle of this fog, the light does not demand a new plan. It does not ask you to manufacture passion on command. It simply reminds you that you are not a machine built for output, but a vessel meant for presence.
There is light within you—a light that existed before you knew what you wanted, and will remain after the wanting returns. It is not dependent on your clarity. Split a piece of wood, and the light is there. Lift up a stone, and you find it waiting in the dust.
You do not need to know the destination to be held by the source. The quiet terror of not knowing is not a sign that you are lost; it is the space where the old wants die so the true ones can breathe.
Rest in this: you are known completely, even in your confusion, and the light inside you is sufficient for this single, ordinary hour.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 77, Gospel of Thomas 24, John 1:48
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