standing in the kitchen doorway listening to their footsteps to gauge if it is safe to enter the room without shattering the fragile peace

The Light Waits Before You Enter

The afternoon stretches out, a long, flat road where the only thing that matters is the sound of footsteps in the next room. You stand in the doorway, hand on the frame, listening to the rhythm of their walk to gauge if it is safe to enter without shattering the fragile peace.

This is the middle of the day — the hour of endurance, where you hold your breath just to keep the air still. But there is a light inside you that does not flinch at the sound of approaching steps.

It does not calculate the risk. It does not retreat.

Split a piece of wood, and the light is there. Lift up a stone, and you will find it there.

Even in the silence of the hallway, even in the tension of the threshold, the light is already standing in the room before you are. You do not have to earn the right to exist in that space.

The light has already claimed it. You are not walking into a potential storm.

You are walking into a place where the light is waiting for you to arrive.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

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