the terrifying suspicion that your silence is being interpreted as rejection by the one waiting to embrace you

The Embrace Before The Apology

The afternoon stretches out, a long, flat road where your silence feels like a wall you've built to keep the world at bay. You are sure that by not speaking, by not moving, you are sending a signal that you do not want to be found.

But the light does not read your silence as rejection. It reads it as the heavy, necessary pause of someone who is finally stopping.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for a speech.

He did not wait for the noise to start. He ran.

Before the apology, before the explanation — he ran. Your quiet is not a closed door.

It is the space where the running begins. The embrace is not waiting for you to perform.

It is already reaching across the distance you think you created.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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