The Light Holds You While You Shake
The afternoon light is flat and heavy, pressing down on the quiet room where you lie perfectly still. You are holding your breath so your partner won't feel the tremor running through your bones, terrified that if you move, the mask will slip.
But the light does not require you to be steady. It knows the shaking is not a failure of faith, but the honest weight of being human.
There was a moment in a garden when the light itself fell on its face in the dirt, overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death, asking if there was another way. It did not stand above the fear.
It entered it. And in that same spirit, the voice speaks now not to scold your trembling, but to invite you into a different kind of rest.
Take the yoke upon you—not the heavy burden of pretending you are fine, but the shared weight of being exactly as you are. The light is gentle enough to hold you while you shake.
You do not have to stop trembling to be held.
Drawing from
Matthew 11:28-30, Matthew 26:38-39
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