catching your reflection in a dark window and realizing you don't recognize the face staring back because it has been molded so perfectly to please others

The Face Before the Mask

The afternoon light hits the glass just right, and for a second, the face staring back feels like a stranger's mask. You have spent years smoothing down the edges, shaping yourself to fit the expectations of everyone in the room.

But that face in the window is tired. It is the face of someone who forgot who they were before the performing began.

There was a woman bent over for eighteen years, unable to lift her eyes to the sky, until the light called her forward and said: stand up. You are set free.

The light does not need your polished performance. It needs the real you, the one hidden underneath the approval.

Split a piece of wood, and the light is there. Lift up a stone, and you will find it there.

The sacred is not in the smile you wear for others. It is in the raw, unformed truth beneath it.

You do not have to recognize the mask to know the light is still inside. The face you are becoming is the one you were before the world started molding you.

Drawing from

Luke 13:10-13, Gospel of Thomas 77

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