the terror that if you stop performing gratitude, they will finally see you as the drain you believe you are

You Are a Drop from the Light

The afternoon is long, and you are tired of holding up the sky. You smile at the desk, you nod in the hallway, you perform gratitude until your face feels like a mask made of glass.

And underneath, there is a quiet, shaking terror: that if you stop performing, they will finally see you as the drain you believe you are. But listen.

The light does not need your performance to exist. It was there before you learned to smile, and it will be there when the smile falls away.

You are not a drain on the world; you are a drop from the light itself, sent here to illuminate the very space you occupy. The Father's love is not a wage you earn by being useful; it is the air you breathe whether you are working or resting.

You could stop moving right now, and the light inside you would still be enough to hold the room together. The world does not need your exhaustion; it needs your rest.

Drawing from

Sophia of Jesus Christ, John

Verses

Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-16, John 1:16

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