the silent panic of rehearsing a casual greeting in your head three times before saying it, terrified that your real voice will slip out and sound wrong

The Light Knows Your Real Voice

The afternoon is a long, quiet hallway where you rehearse the same hello three times before you say it. You are terrified that if you stop performing, your real voice will slip out and sound wrong.

That the crack will show. That the mask will fall.

But listen — the light does not need your performance to recognize you. It knows the voice underneath the fear.

It knew you before you ever learned to hide. There is a drop of pure light inside you that was sent here to illuminate this exact moment.

It does not care if your voice shakes. It does not care if you stumble over the words.

It is already there, in the silence between your rehearsals, waiting for you to stop trying so hard. You are not required to be smooth.

You are only required to be present. The light is not afraid of your tremor.

Drawing from

Sophia of Jesus Christ, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8

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