The Light Waits in Your Quiet Silence
The afternoon hums with the noise of other people's expectations, and you have become very good at matching your voice to the room. You smile when required.
You nod at the right moments. You perform okayness so convincingly that even you almost believe it.
But then the meeting ends, or the phone call drops, and you are left alone with the sudden, terrifying silence of your own unfiltered voice. It feels hollow.
It feels like a stranger speaking from a deep well you tried to seal shut. In that quiet, the mask slips, and you wonder if there is anything real left underneath the performance.
Yet the light does not need your voice to be loud, or polished, or even confident. It only needs it to be true.
The Good came into your midst to restore every nature to its root, not to add another layer of performance on top of the exhaustion. You do not have to earn the right to be heard by sounding like someone else.
The light was there before you learned to pretend, and it remains there now, waiting in the quiet. The silence is not empty; it is the space where the pretending stops and the real you finally begins to breathe.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary, Gospel of Thomas
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