The Light Saw You Swallow Your Words
The ache in your jaw is the weight of every word you swallowed today. You held them back to keep the peace, to survive the room, to protect yourself from the fallout of speaking your truth. But now, in this deepest hour, the silence feels heavy enough to break bone. You are tired of being the one who stays quiet. You are tired of the clamp of fear on your throat.
Listen. The kingdom is not a place you must travel to after you fix yourself. The kingdom is inside you. Right now. In this pain. In this exhaustion. It was there before you clenched your teeth, and it remains there still.
What you are looking for has already arrived. The light you need to speak is already standing in the room with you. It saw you today. It saw the words die in your throat. And it did not turn away.
You do not have to hold this alone anymore. The silence is breaking.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 51
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