The Light That Survives Your Shattering
For one breath, you wake up whole. The sun is rising, the birds are singing, and the world is exactly as it was before the loss.
Then the memory arrives. It does not knock; it crashes through the door, slamming the truth back into your chest before your feet even touch the floor.
The weight is heavier this morning than it was last night. But listen — the light that woke you up for that split second did not lie.
It was showing you the reality that exists underneath the pain. The love that held you before the grief is still holding you now.
The father in the story did not wait for his son to clean up; he ran while the boy was still covered in the filth of the pig pen. That same love runs toward you in this brutal moment of remembering.
It meets you not after you have composed yourself, but while you are still gasping on the edge of the bed. The dawn is not a reminder of what you lost.
It is a promise that the light is strong enough to survive your shattering.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Luke 1:78-79
Verses
Luke 15:20, Luke 1:78-79
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