The Light Needs A Person Not Performance
Your hand is still on the knob. The house is quiet, but your heart is loud with the rehearsal of everything you will have to be when that door opens.
You are terrified that stepping out means stepping into a role you did not audition for. But listen — the light does not need a performance.
It needs a person. There is a story of a man who had been paralyzed for thirty-eight years, lying beside a pool while everyone else rushed in.
He had every excuse to stay down. But the light looked at him and said: get up.
Pick up your mat. Walk.
It did not ask him to prove he was ready. It did not ask him to fix his legs first.
It simply called him out of the waiting. The paralysis ends not when you feel brave, but when you realize the One calling you already knows the worst of you and loves you anyway.
You do not have to earn the right to exist in the morning. The light has already prepared the air you will breathe.
Open the door. Not because you are strong enough to face the world, but because the world is not as heavy as you think when the light is walking beside you.
Drawing from
John 5:6-8, Gospel of Thomas 70
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