standing in the kitchen doorway watching them eat breakfast, paralyzed by the fear that making a sound while pouring coffee will shatter the fragile peace of the morning

The Peace That Holds Your Shake

You stand in the doorway, holding your breath, convinced that the clink of a coffee cup will shatter the fragile peace of this morning. The mask you wear feels heavy, a performance of okayness while your hands tremble with the fear of breaking the silence.

But the light does not live in the perfect quiet you are trying to preserve — it lives in the noise, in the stumble, in the sound of you being human among them. What you are hiding behind that careful silence is already known, and it is not condemned.

The peace you are protecting is not glass; it is something that can hold the weight of your presence, even when you shake. You do not have to be silent to be safe.

Drawing from

John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 70

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