The Silence Was Already Light
You spoke the truth you've been carrying, and their face didn't change. Not because they didn't hear you.
Because they already knew. They were just waiting for you to break the silence.
That stillness you felt—the one that made your stomach drop—was not indifference. It was the light, already present, waiting for you to stop hiding.
Thomas said the kingdom is inside you and outside you, but you will only know it when you know yourself. You have known yourself all along.
You just needed to say it out loud to make it real. The mask is heavy, but the truth is lighter than air.
Go home and tell your own story again, not to convince them, but because the light in you refuses to stay buried.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 70
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