sitting in your parked car in the driveway after arriving home, staring at the front door, terrified that your family will see the exhaustion and grief still written on your face if you walk inside

The Light Waits Inside Your Car

You sit in the dark of the driveway, engine off, staring at the front door like it's a border you cannot cross. The mask you wore all day has cracked, and you are terrified that if you walk inside, they will see the exhaustion and the grief written plainly on your face.

But listen — there is light within you, and it lights up the whole world, even this car, even this silence. You came from the light, the place where it generates itself, and that origin cannot be hidden by your tired eyes.

The one who sees you sitting here does not demand a performance before you enter; he sees the truth and offers peace. You do not need to scrub your face clean to be loved.

The light is already inside, waiting for you to turn the handle.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

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