the memory of your own voice turning into something they flinch away from

The Light Before Your Voice Broke

Tonight, the silence of the house feels heavy because you remember the exact moment your own voice changed. It shifted from something that could be heard to something that makes them flinch.

You hear it now in your head, that sharp tone, that crack of anger or despair, and you wonder if you have become a thing to be avoided. But listen — the light that lives inside you was there before the voice broke, and it remains untouched by the sound.

There is a father who saw his son coming home, still covered in the filth of the road, and he ran before the apology could even be formed. He did not flinch.

He embraced the one who expected to be rejected. Your voice may have fractured, but the light within you has not.

It is the truest thing you carry, waiting for you to stop speaking long enough to hear it whisper: you are still loved.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 24

Verses

Luke 15:20

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