The Light Remains When Words Fail
The water runs hot, and you rehearse the words until they feel smooth enough to hold. You practice the tone, the pause, the exact moment you will look down.
But the moment you see their face, the script dissolves. Your throat closes.
The perfect apology dies before it reaches your tongue. You walk away feeling like a fraud, carrying the weight of what you meant to say.
Here is the truth the mask hides: the light does not need your performance to be present. It was already in the room before you spoke.
It remains even when you choke on the words. The connection was never dependent on your eloquence.
You are loved not for the apology you deliver, but for the heart that wanted to give it.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 1:14
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