rehearsing the confession in the shower until the water runs cold, then wiping the mirror and saying nothing

The Light Knows Your Name Before You Speak

The water runs cold before the words leave your throat. You rehearse the apology to the steam, to the tile, to the silence that knows exactly what you did.

Then you wipe the mirror clear and say nothing. The confession stays trapped behind your teeth, heavy and unspoken.

But listen — the light does not need your speech to know your name. It saw you long before you stood in this shower.

It is not waiting for the perfect sentence to forgive you. It is already here, in the quiet, in the cold, in the shame you think you must carry alone.

You do not have to bring forth the words to be held. The light is already within you, waiting not for your performance, but for your rest.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 70, John 8:10-11

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