You Are the Light That Survived
The water is hot, but your skin feels raw, as if the scrubbing could finally remove the stain you carry inside. You stand in the steam, believing that if you just scrub hard enough, you might become clean enough to face the morning.
But the dirt you are fighting is not on the surface; it is a lie you have been told about your own heart. The dawn is breaking outside your window, not because you earned it, but because the light rises on its own accord.
There was a woman who washed a stranger's feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair, and the voice that knew every secret she ever kept told her simply: go in peace. The light does not ask you to scrub until you bleed; it asks you to stop, to dry your eyes, and to walk into this new day already held.
You are not what you did last night. You are the light that survived it.
Drawing from
Luke, Sophia of Jesus Christ
Verses
Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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