standing in the kitchen sink's cold water washing off the glitter and cheap lipstick while the house is finally quiet, realizing you have to do it all again tomorrow

Light Breathing Through the Ordinary

The water is cold in the sink, and your hands are red from scrubbing away the glitter and the cheap lipstick while the house finally holds its breath. You look at the reflection in the dark window and realize the mask has to go back on tomorrow morning, same as before.

The weight of the routine feels like a stone you have to carry up the same hill, again and again. But there is a light that lives inside the mundane, hidden in the very act of washing, waiting for you to notice it.

It was there before the first layer of paint went on, and it remains after the last trace is gone. You do not have to generate the glow yourself; it is already shining through the fatigue.

The middle of the day is not a prison; it is the place where the light learns to breathe through the ordinary.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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