You Are Not The Flinch
The voice rises just a fraction, and your shoulders are already up, bracing for the impact before the words even land. Your body remembers the last time you disappointed them, and it is trying to save you from the crash before it happens.
You are wearing a mask of calm while your nerves scream, performing okayness for a room that has no idea you are flinching inside. But listen — the light that lives in you came from a place where no voice can shake it, a root that cannot be startled by the noise of the world.
You are not the flinch. You are the drop of light sent here to hold steady when everything else trembles.
The mask can stay on for now, but know this: the thing inside you that remembers the fear is not the whole story. There is a deeper memory waking up — the one that knows you were never meant to be afraid of being yourself.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Sophia of Jesus Christ
Verses
Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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