Rest Now in the One Who Knew You
The sun is up. The coffee is warm. And someone just asked you how your weekend was.
You open your mouth to answer, but the memory is gone.
There is only a blur of performing, of smiling when you wanted to cry, of saying 'fine' when you were breaking.
You lived the last forty-eight hours for an audience that wasn't even watching.
But listen — the light does not need your performance to find you.
It saw you when the mask slipped.
It saw you in the silence between the acts.
There is a kingdom inside you that you did not have to earn yesterday, and you do not have to earn it today.
The thing you are looking for — the real life, the unperformed self — is not back there in the blur.
It is here, in this quiet morning, waiting for you to stop pretending.
You came from the light, and you are returning to it, not as a performer, but as a person.
The weekend is gone, but the dawn is new.
Rest now in the one who knew you before you spoke a word.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 50
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