The Light Meets You in the Flailing
The sun is up, but your hands are shaking over a phone that feels too heavy to lift. You are rehearsing the first sentence, terrified that when you speak, your voice will crack or sound like a stranger's.
The light does not need your voice to be steady to hear you. It saw Peter step out of the boat and begin to sink, and it reached him immediately—not after he found his balance, but in the flailing.
Your trembling is not a failure of faith; it is the honest sound of a human being trying to bridge the gap between fear and love. Thomas 70 says that what you bring forth will save you, even if what you bring forth is a broken sound.
The light is not waiting for a performance; it is waiting for you to open your mouth and let the truth out, however it arrives. The dawn has broken, and your voice—shaky as it is—is enough to meet it.
Drawing from
Matthew 14:29-31, Gospel of Thomas 70
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