The Light Loves the Face Underneath
The sun is up, and with it comes the quiet terror that the night tried to hide: nobody out there knows who you really are. They love the version you built, the one that smiles and nods and carries the weight without complaining.
But the real you—the one with the cracks and the fear and the messy, unpolished truth—is still locked behind a door you are too afraid to open. So the affection you receive feels like it belongs to a stranger, a ghost wearing your face.
It feels hollow because it is aimed at a performance, not a person. But listen to this: the light does not love the mask.
The light loves the face underneath. There is a part of you that was born before the pretending started, a drop from the light sent specifically to illuminate this world.
That part is not hidden from God. It is the only part God sees.
You do not have to dismantle the walls all at once. Just let the sun touch the real you today.
The love you crave is not waiting for your perfection; it is waiting for your honesty. The stranger you fear they love does not exist.
Only you do. And that is enough.
Drawing from
Sophia of Jesus Christ, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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