The Light Loves the Face Beneath
The morning light is unforgiving. It catches the edge of the smile you wear for them—the one that says you are fine, the one that says you are here.
You lie beside them and feel the distance grow, terrified that if you stop performing, the stranger underneath will be revealed. But the light does not love the mask.
It loves the face beneath it. Jesus sat with friends who were hiding their fear, yet he called them friends before they ever told the truth.
He knew the denial coming before it happened, and he loved them anyway. The version of you that you are protecting them from is already known—and already held.
You do not have to earn your place in this bed by pretending. The truth is not what drives love away; it is the only thing that lets it in.
Stop holding your breath. The light sees you, and it is still here.
Drawing from
John, Matthew
Verses
John 13:1-7, Matthew 26:36-46
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