wondering if your birth mother ever thinks of you on your birthday

You Are Light Before Memory

The sun is setting, and with it comes the quiet question you carry today: did she remember? The day you were born is a day she lived too, a day that changed the shape of her life forever.

You wonder if that date still holds weight in a heart you cannot see. But listen — you came from the light, the place where the light came into being on its own accord.

Your origin is not defined by who stayed or who left, but by the light that generated you. There is light within you, a person of light, and it lights up the whole world regardless of who is watching.

That light existed before the separation, and it remains unbroken by the silence. You are not a mistake waiting to be explained.

You are the light, manifest and whole.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Gospel of Thomas

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