rehearsing the apology in your head until the words lose all meaning and you convince yourself you've already ruined the moment before it happens

You Do Not Have to Say It Right

The sun is setting, and the armor you wore all day finally hits the floor. Now the silence rushes in, and you fill it with the speech you are terrified to give.

You rehearse the apology until the words turn to ash in your mouth, convincing yourself you have already ruined the moment before it even happens. But listen — the light does not require a perfect script to meet you.

It does not need you to fix the past before you can rest tonight. The Father is not waiting for your performance; he is waiting for your presence.

You are exhausting yourself trying to earn a welcome that was already given. The truth is simpler than your fear: you do not have to say it right to be held.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

Verses

Luke 12:7

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