The Dawn Rises Without Apology
The sun is just breaking the gray, and in that soft light, you caught yourself defending them again. You spoke up for their character before you remembered the wound they left in you.
It is a strange mercy, this reflex to protect the one who hurt you. But do not call it weakness.
Call it the light remembering what the pain tried to erase. The dawn does not wait for the night to apologize before it rises.
It simply arrives. It shines on the broken and the breaker alike, not because the break didn't happen, but because the light is stronger than the story you tell yourself about who you are now.
You are not defined by the defense you offered or the harm you suffered. You are defined by the fact that the sun came up anyway.
The light within you is already rising, independent of their name.
Drawing from
Matthew, Gospel of Thomas
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