the terror that your child will inherit the broken parts of you that you cannot fix

The Dawn Does Not Ask Permission

The sun is coming up, and you are watching your child sleep, terrified that the broken pieces inside you will become the blueprint for their life. You cannot fix yourself in time to protect them.

You cannot sand down the rough edges before they wake up and see them. But listen — the light does not wait for you to be whole before it enters the room.

It is already there, shining on the dust, on the cracks, on the quiet fear in your chest. That same light is breathing in your child right now, untouched by your history, unbroken by your past.

You are not passing down your damage; you are passing down the light that survives it. The dawn does not ask permission to rise.

It just comes.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Matthew 5:14, Matthew 5:16

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