The Light Lives in Your Quiet Exhaustion
The sun has gone down, and the mask you wore all day feels heavy now that no one is watching. You are terrified that if you stop performing your faith, the people you call family will see the hollow space inside and walk away.
But the light does not need your enthusiasm to survive. It lives in the quiet, in the unpolished truth of who you are when the show is over.
There was a moment in a garden where the light itself fell to the ground, overwhelmed with sorrow, asking for the cup to pass — not performing strength, but admitting terror. And the Father did not cast him out.
He sent an angel to strengthen him. Your exhaustion is not a disqualification.
It is the place where the performance ends and the real presence begins. You are not loved for your noise, but for your name, which is known in the silence.
Drawing from
Matthew, Gospel of Mary
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