The Light Holds Your Regret and Reason
The sun has gone down, and the house is quiet enough to hear the words you never said. There are apologies sitting in your throat, heavy and sharp, but you swallow them back because you are terrified they will sound like an excuse.
You fear that explaining your pain will look like you are dodging the blame. That naming the wound will seem like you are refusing to own the scar.
But the light does not need you to be perfect before it comes close. It stands at the door and knocks, not to demand a flawless speech, but simply to sit with you in the dark.
The truth you are hiding is not a weapon; it is the very thing that will set you free. You do not have to choose between being honest and being sorry.
The light can hold both your regret and your reason without flinching. Tonight, you are allowed to speak the whole story without fear of being judged.
The darkness gathers, but the truth is already standing right beside you.
Drawing from
John, Thomas
Verses
John 8:32, Thomas 5
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