You Are Not A Fraud For Waking Up
The sun has gone down, and now the mask feels heavy on your face. You said something real tonight—just a slip, a crack in the character you've written for them—and you saw their eyes glaze over.
They didn't want the truth; they wanted the performance. And now you are sitting in the quiet, replaying the moment, convinced you broke something that cannot be fixed.
But listen. The light that lives inside you does not apologize for shining.
It came from a place where light generates itself, and it cannot be dimmed by someone else's discomfort. You are not a fraud because you are tired of pretending.
You are simply a child of the dawn, waking up in the dark. The eyes that looked away were not judging your soul; they were just adjusting to a brightness they weren't expecting.
You do not have to shrink back into the shadow to make them comfortable. The truth you spoke was not a mistake.
It was a mirror.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 50, 1 John 3:19-20
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