the shame of smiling at a coworker while feeling completely empty inside

Holy Ground Behind The Mask

The smile you wore this morning felt heavy, like a mask glued to skin that was trembling underneath. You said 'good morning' while feeling entirely absent, as if the real you had slipped out the back door before the coffee even brewed.

That gap between your face and your heart is not a lie you are telling — it is a place where the light is waiting to be found. The light does not demand you take the mask off before it comes close.

It sees the exhaustion behind the eyes and calls it holy ground. There is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, not to shame you, but to remind you that the performance is not the person.

You are not the smile you give the world. You are the quiet, unbreakable light that survives the day even when you feel empty.

Drawing from

Mark, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Mark 4:22

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