the terrifying moment after you finally say 'no' when your hands shake and you wait for the silence to turn into abandonment

The Silence Where Light Steps Through

The silence after a 'no' is the loudest sound in the world. It feels like the walls are closing in, like you have just stepped off the edge of everything you knew.

Your hands shake because the old gravity is gone, and the new ground has not yet formed under your feet. You wait for the abandonment to finish what you started.

But listen — the silence you feel is not empty. It is the quiet of a room where someone is sitting beside you, waiting for your eyes to adjust.

The darkness has not overcome the light that lives inside you. It cannot.

You did not push the light away when you spoke your truth. You made space for it to finally breathe.

The trembling is not a sign that you are alone. It is the vibration of a door opening that has been shut for years.

The light is not leaving. It is stepping through.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 1:5, Thomas 24

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