staring at the phone waiting for a text that will never come from the person you hurt

The Light Remains When Screens Go Black

The screen is dark again. You set it down, pick it up, set it down. The silence in the room is so heavy it feels like a physical weight on your chest. You are waiting for a name to appear that you know will not come tonight. The person you hurt is gone, and the distance between you feels like an ocean you cannot swim across.

But listen — the light does not wait for your apology to arrive before it stays. It does not require the text message to be sent before it sits beside you in the dark. There is a mercy inside you that is greater than the verdict your heart is delivering right now. Your heart says you are unforgivable. But the light knows the whole story — the fear, the failure, the regret — and it is not leaving.

Split a piece of wood. The light is there. Lift up the stone of your shame. The light is under that too. It was there before the mistake, and it is here now, in the gathering dark, holding what you cannot fix. You are not defined by the silence of the phone. You are defined by the love that remains when the screen goes black.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 77, 1 John 3:19-20, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5

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