finding an old voicemail on a cracked screen and deleting it because hearing their laugh one more time feels like swallowing broken glass

The Light Between The Notes

The screen is cracked, just like the memory that plays when you find that old voicemail. You hear the laugh, and it feels like swallowing broken glass—sharp, immediate, impossible to ignore.

So you delete it. You press your thumb against the jagged display and erase the only proof that the voice ever existed.

In the silence that follows, the house feels heavier, as if you have lost them all over again. But the light does not live in the recording.

It lives in the space between the notes, in the love that made the laugh possible in the first place. You can delete the file, but you cannot delete the light that was shared in that moment.

It remains, untouched by the erasure, glowing softly in the dark where the grief cannot reach it.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

Verses

Gospel of Thomas 24, John 11:25-26

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