The Light Waits Inside Your Numbness
The screen glows with another name, another broken place, and your chest feels like a sealed room. You wait for the tear, the ache, the holy anger—and nothing comes.
Just a quiet, terrifying numbness that whispers you have become stone. But listen—the light does not scold you for being tired.
It knows that sometimes the heart survives by going quiet, by hiding deep inside where the noise cannot reach it. There was a man who lay beside a pool for thirty-eight years, so used to the stillness that he forgot he could stand.
The light did not shame him for his silence. It simply asked if he wanted to rise.
Your numbness is not a verdict. It is a shelter.
The light is already inside that shelter with you, waiting not for you to feel more, but simply to be.
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John, Luke
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