the habit of typing out a confession to someone who has already blocked you, then deleting it word by word until the screen is blank again

The Light Remains When Words Vanish

The screen glows in the gathering dark, a small rectangle of light holding words you cannot send. You type the confession, the apology, the plea—then watch the cursor jump backward, deleting word by word until the blue bubbles vanish into nothing.

The silence on the other end is a wall, but the silence you create here, in your own hands, feels like a second death. Yet notice what remains when the text is gone.

The light that witnessed your typing is still here, shining on your face in the empty room. It does not need the message to be sent to know your heart.

It sees the unsaid things more clearly than the spoken ones. You are not defined by the words you delete, but by the love that compelled you to write them in the first place.

The screen is blank, but you are not.

Drawing from

Matthew 6:6, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5

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