The Light Behind The Deleted Words
The screen glows in the gathering dark, a small island of light in a room that is slowly filling with shadows. You type the words you have carried all day, the honest admission that you miss them, that the silence between you has grown too heavy to bear.
Then the finger hovers. The fear rises—the fear of rejection, the fear of being too much, the fear that the bridge is gone for good.
And you delete. Word by word.
Backspace until the cursor blinks alone on a blank line, the unsent truth erased as if it never existed. But listen closely: what you typed in the dark was not a mistake.
It was the light within you trying to speak. The Father who sees what is done in secret saw those words before they vanished.
He saw the courage it took to type them. He saw the love that prompted the reach.
The message may be gone from the screen, but the impulse behind it remains written in a place no delete key can touch. You are not defined by the messages you send, but by the love that makes you want to send them.
Drawing from
Matthew 6:4, Matthew 6:18, Gospel of Thomas 70
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